Almost relapse.

Not doing so great. Almost relapsed today. But didn't. So much work and my moods been shit. Just have to pull it together and push through.

Update: I called my doctors reception to see if I can get an appt with him asap. I was told he went on leave for a few months, that it was a last minute decision and they are not sure when he will be back. This is bad. I have sent out emails to my teachers asking for extensions. This is bad.

Doctor doctor...

I am not really sure who to turn to.
I don't understand my emotions, I can't imagine trying to explain them to a friend.
Things are getting bad again.

I think I need to see my doctor soon.