Heal

Somehow, some time ago he made made me trust him completely. Even though I refrained from being really open about how much I appreciate him, how much I love our friendship he was always there taking what I gave him, appreciating me and respecting my limits, not trying to pressure or change me.

But the truth of the matter is, he has changed me. For the better. I don't exactly know when but I began to open up and feel completely safe sharing my thoughts and feelings with him. I've never felt like he's judged me, only supported me and believed in me.

The abuse I went through, it made me close doors to protect myself, until I felt like I was in this massive place isolated from everyone- always the loneliness lingering there behind every smile and laugh. But he changed that. While I still find it hard to open up to people, I am beginning to trust again, trust that there is good in people and so much love around me. 

I love him.