Mini-freak out

It's 4am and I was like staring at my calender making notes just now. I looked at the date, day, time and I was like............ oh my god B how did you miss the entire day? you blew it? your deadline is today! you missed it? then I realise i've got 12 hours till my deadline and felt sick lol. Wowers. I keep fucking myself over with work, getting behind because i'm having a hard time here and there and I just retreat back into my bed for several weeks. It's WEAK, stupid. I'm not going to be able to do this in nursing school I need to get my shit together now. I have become more consistent than I used to be though.........